Turns out I may just be one. And it’s what it sounds like. You are a person, but take everything around you to an extreme. Or maybe not extreme, just a higher level of “sensing”? Is that the right word? Lights, sound, textures, tastes, smells, maybe even feelings and emotions are just amplified.
And it makes me feel like a burden. One of the things I read was they don’t like clutter. And yet I live in a messy household (due to being at home, with my family), but it’s hard for them to pick up after themselves. And I’m not trying to sound high and mighty either. I feel misjudged for my music preferences, but I’m very strongly “attached” to what I listen to. I hate having conversations and talking about myself.
I’m struggling finacially. There’s concerts I want to attend, possibly meet the band and get some of my vinyl records signed. I’m a collector, there’s cool little Funko products and Lego sets being made. I enjoy (some) video games, there’s a couple of ones I want and a friend or two is suggesting some for me to play. Bands and movies keep putting out new music and I want to own and listen to them.
I want to be independent… yet it doesn’t seem like I’m incapable… and I don’t know what to do.